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About Me Deviant Member CrispyWonderMintFemale/United States Recent Activity
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  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Phoenix Burn - Alpha Rev
  • Reading: Bizenghast vol. 1-7
  • Watching: Witch Hunter Robin
  • Playing: Dragon Age: Origins
  • Drinking: Water
That's pretty much how I feel when I look at my deviantart account anymore, honestly.  I put down 'writer', but all you find is a poem and a snippet of a story I wrote and burned myself out on when I realized how much it was like the other things I've written.  Anything I do write never makes it to the internet, and not because I'm afraid of art theft.  Instead of "it's not good enough", I just don't think about it, and thus it doesn't make it to my own page.

So if I'm doing that, why in the world call myself anything more than a hobbyist artist on a website for art?  I draw my own characters and submit them, but no one ever sees or knows anything about them beyond what I put in the comments under each picture.  It's like hoarding a giant German double-chocolate cake all to myself - and I'm a diabetic!  Not only that, but I swear someone put some form of poison in the cake...:ninja:

So here's to attempting to stick to a story, work, cry, bleed, and sweat through it, and come out the other end satisfied that I did it.  That I wrote it without NaNoWriMo lighting a fire under my ass and being able to related to the people that bother to check my stuff out (I love you guys! :hug: )

In other news, it's getting close to a year since Mom died, and I still find myself turning around and starting to speak, just to realize she's not there anymore.  I think some things will always stick with me like that when it comes to habits, but I really just wonder where the past 12 months have gone to.  They weren't kidding when they said that the first year is a blur of numb thoughts while you just try to survive and figure out how to make it day by day.

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  • Current Residence: Kansas, USA
  • Interests: Theatre, music, mythology, lit, anime/manga, video games, Eastern Culture
  • Favourite band or musician: Red, , Enya, Poets of the Fall, Breaking Benjamin, Hinder, Chopin
  • Operating System: Windows 7
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation (any)
  • Personal Quote: Wait, what?
  • Tools of the Trade: Mechanical pencils, charcoal, digital paint/watercolors, Colored pencils and oil pastels

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:iconcandiedsheep:
~CandiedSheep Oct 3, 2011  Student General Artist
Hello dear <3.
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*unwantedifell Sep 22, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the faves :heart:

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I write my heart out....
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Mood: Obsessed ~fallen-star-angel Oct 3, 2010   Digital Artist
-stalks- 8D

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Dreams are like ashes. When they blow away, they never come back.

Taking comissions!
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:iconwtfgirl:
~WTFgirl Aug 22, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fave on 'Let's not..'

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I am stronger than you will ever know. I will keep living because my dreams float above all of life's problems. No excuses.
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:iconlii-chan:
Thanks so much for watching my work!

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<3 Happy Little Blog: [link]
Sketches, WIPs, photos, life updates, silly things

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:iconyukimegami:
hi there! *is Erina_Nobara from gaia* xD

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"There is no one that does not carry scars on his heart. If there were someone in the world like that, he would be a shallow soul."
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Thanks for watching my gallery :D
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